Uphill task

To go or not go
Can I do it or not
Do I have time or not
Pending tasks are haunting
Duties are bounding.

Want to go there
But not able to start
So many reasons to go
Many more reasons to not to go…

How long can I stand here?
Legs are in pain
Feel everything is a vain
Not able to decide
Backward or forward?

—Anitha KC